This is my way of thanking you. With a story naturally. I'm still editing it, and tweaking it to make it better, but it's the story I'll be sending over to +David Kent and +Adrianna Joleigh for them to post up if I win. If you followed my blog and stories, you'll know I put out a little teaser of it to entice you to vote for me.
Well. Win or not, I figured I needed to thank all of you for enjoying my weird quirks and stories. Especially for sharing my stories with family and friends.
This is a parody story of two strangers: an artist feeling the death of his dreams, and a cartoon character of his creation not ready to die yet. They are brought together by a common goal where he is reminded that making Worlds come to life requires a little bit of sacrifice from us.
This is a story about dreams.
This is my thank you for helping and voting, in slowly making my dreams come true. Win or lose, this is for all of you.
Enjoy.
*picture is originally from http://sapsiwye.com/dramatic-silhouette-photography/
When You Wish Upon a Star…
“Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly…”
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly…”
I sit at my drawing table, staring at the empty glass in front of me and the
nearly finished bottle of whiskey beside it. The hushed busy noise of
artists that once filled the studio has been replaced with a deafening damning
silence. Their tables’ line up hauntingly in front of me, their ink
stains the only reminder of the artists that once bled on them. I remember watching them pack their
belongings into boxes earlier that day— pouring what’s left of the whiskey into
my glass and wondering if they feel as hollow as I do now. Scattered
drawings and storyboards line the walls: our children that didn’t get a shot at
life, our fantasies that didn’t get to sing or dance, our stories cut short
before they even began. I reach down opening the bottom drawer and pull
out another bottle of whiskey, hoping to find an answer to… well… shit. I pour myself another glass
filled with smoky, sweet amber lies.
I stand swaying just a bit, down my glass, and pick up three things: my precious
bottle of whiskey, a pack of matches, and a metal waste basket.
Staggering to the center of the studio I prepare my pseudo funeral pyre— grabbing
some sketches off nearby desks, crumpling and throwing them into my waste
basket.
“Clarabelle. Horace. Clara.” my voice cracking just a bit as I pour
whiskey into the basket after them— a farewell toast for the dearly
departed. My hands shake as I light the match and toss it into the
basket. I take one big swig and finish what’s left in the bottle as the
fire rises; smoky black tendrils sending their fictional spirits on high to
wherever cartoons go to when they die. I collapse sitting on the ground,
letting the empty bottle roll away. I try to rub the frustration, the
anger and the weariness from my face with both hands… maybe… maybe if I just keep
my eyes closed, all my problems will go away…
…just…
just let it all go…
…give up and admit…
…
Dreams can die…
***
“Hey asshole!” a tiny squeaky voice shouts out, “What are ya doing to my
friends?!”
“W-who’s there?” I ask startled, climbing unsteadily to my feet with the aid of
the desk beside me. I see no one after getting up off the floor; the door
to the studio is still closed and locked, “I must be drunker than I thought.”
“Look down ya bozo!” yells the strange tiny angry squeaky voice.
Looking down at the desk I see a sketch of what looks like a very angry mouse
wearing short pants with two buttons sewn on to it, tapping its foot
angrily. I rub my eyes. Pinch myself. Yup. That foot is
still tapping. Only one answer came to mind.
“I am plastered as
fuck.”
“Yeah? Just goes to show, ya don’t have the balls to handle that juice ya
wimp,” said the mouse. I watch the black and white cartoon pull itself
out of the paper, stomp angrily to the hand supporting me on the desk, and give
it a swift angry kick. I’m too stunned (drunk?) to react or register the
pain.
“W-who are you?” I stammer out, “H-how did you get out of that- how did you
come to li- Am I dead?”
The questions flow out of my slack jawed mouth in a torrent.
“Me? Ya can call me Mortimer. Mortimer Mouse. I’ll answer the
rest when, and if I wanna, ya dig?”
“Mortimer? That’s kind of a silly name for a mouse isn’t it?”
“Ya wife has a better name for me,” Mortimer said pulling out a pack of
cigarettes, “Enough chit-chat bozo. Ya know ya just committed murder,
right? The worst kinda murder, the killing of
Dreams.”
“M-murder? Me?” I look down at Mortimer confused as I watch him light a
cigarette and puff it to life.
“Yeeeah yous. Ya see anyone else in the
room, Sherlock?” he blows a perfectly
circular cartoon smoke ring into the air, “Ya just murdered three Toons, burned
them alive ya did! Ya cold hearted bastard.”
I turn to look at the dying fire in the waste basket, “I think you might be
overreacting a bit. All I did was burn a few pieces of paper with
sketches on them.”
“O-overreacting-?! Why yous!” Mortimer puts out his cigarette on
the back of my hand; I jump back yelping in pain and surprise, looking down at
my injured hand I see a fresh raw cigarette burn. I take another step
back from this crazy mouse.
“Now listen here ya bozo,” Mortimer says huffing and puffing angrily on a newly
lit cigarette, “I’ll try to put it in words even a twit like ya can understand.
Ya don’t just pull Toons out of thin air and put’em on paper it just doesn’t
work like that. We’re Dreams, Ideas, Concepts— basically immortal beings
that feed on the beliefs ya give us.”
“Like… like Zeus, Odin, and the other gods?”
“Yeah, yeah! Now ya getting it,” Mortimer smirks, “Them gods are hanging by a
thread though, lost a lotta believers over the years. Never ever play
poker with them— they like to play with their Omni-whatevah’s on all the time…
the finks.”
“I-I only burned
their sketches, you just said you’re all immortal.”
“Wow. Ya really
know how to disappoint a person. It’s like one step forward, two steps
back with yous. Ya made a freakin’ funeral pyre, gave names, and put belief into it. Listen closely one last
time. We. Concepts/Ideas/Dreams/Toons. Feed. On. Beliefs. Ya
dig?” Mortimer squats on the desk and
takes a long drag from his cigarette, “There’s a way we can bring them
back. It’s a little dangerous, but it’ll bring them back. Heck, we might even make it back alive…
probably.”
“What… what if I
don’t want to bring them back?”
“Ya really don’t have
a choice in this bozo.” Mortimer said snapping his fingers.
Suddenly the floor
and furniture of the studio are gone and we fall down a bottomless hole.
The darkness swallows us up and soon I can see nothing else but the
fading light above me. I try to scream and shout but fear grips my throat
strangling the fearful whimpers and cries that hammer away at escape. The
air rushes past us and in minutes the light above disappears. I black out.
***
I blink my eyes open and get up slowly,
surprised that there were no bruises or injuries from the fall. Silvery moonlight washes over everything, it
looks like we’re in a very black and white cartoon graveyard. I turn to Mortimer who is suddenly taller— he
stands just about close to my waist.
“Where are we?”
“The only safe entrance I can take ya
through. This was supposed to be ya next
Dream— close to the peripheral edge of our Worlds,” Mortimer pulls me up and
guides me to a path that leads to a Chapel atop a hill. The wind blows a chilling note through the
air.
To the sides of the path are brambles and
underbrush as tall as Mortimer, their prickly thorns and nettles reaching out
for our legs. As we make our way I see
Skeletons… dancing? I rub my eyes with
my free hand. They were all doing some
sort of Skeleton Dance using their rib cages as xylophones and other Skeletons
as Drums, and cat tails for a standing Bass— the music is hauntingly
beautiful. Owls and Bats flew overhead,
gliding and dipping in harmony to the skeletal song, a nightmarish dance.
We reach the hill in a matter of minutes, a few of the Skeletons that
follow dance in a procession behind us.
Entering the Chapel the double doors shut silently by themselves cutting
us off from the music outside. Mortimer
walks over to the side and flips a switch; hazy gray ceiling lights turn
on. Instead of finding rows of pews
inside the Chapel is filled with drawing tables, some old and some modern. Where the altar should be is my desk.
Mortimer notices the look of shock on my
face, “What did ya think would be inside a Chapel made by Toons?” pulling me
towards the altar-desk, he points to an inscription etched into it and a plaque
made of white marble.
“Somnia vertere in vera,” I read aloud tracing
the etched inscription slowly with my fingertips, “From Dreams to
Reality?”
“This is our passage to ya World it’s through these desks we come to
life.” Mortimer said, little clouds of smoke flying up as he talks around his
cigarette.
I pick up the marble plaque from the table there’s no name on it only a
title… The Artist.
“Who’s The Artist?” I ask Mortimer
placing the marble plaque back down as he comes up beside me.
“Ya joking, right? Please tell me ya joking,” Mortimer shakes
his head dumbfounded, “Listen bozo. This
is ya Dream, this Chapel is essentially the gateway for us Dreams, through
ya. Everything ya gonna be seeing right
now ‘was/is/will be’ created by ya in some form or another. Ya The Artist!”
“I… I’ll be creating all this?” I stammer
out looking down at Mortimer beside me.
“Ya really haven’t seen everything yet
bozo, but yes. Eventually.”
“So you brought me here to show me what
I’ll be creating? My future?”
“Well… there’s another reason why we came
here, ya gotta draw them Toons ya killed a vessel to fill. It had to be done in our World ‘cause ya belief
is amplified in this Realm. Every Toon
ya made was given life through this power.
Belief is a powerful thing— it can make and unmake gods, raise and
topple empires, it can change World’s—both yours and ours.” Pulling open a
drawer, Mortimer takes out some paper and a very sharp looking dip pen made out
of silver with runes running up and down its length. In a flash he pricks one of my fingers with
the pen, “Ya blood will be the ink that binds them. It’s a ritual. Ya gotta bleed to make Dreams come true.”
Hypnotized by the surreal nature of the
situation I sit down and start sketching, I begin to redraw Clarabelle, Horace and
Clara—their red lines the only color in this black and white world. Each time the pen runs out of ink, I would
dip it into the blood trickling from the wounded finger. Drawing their crimson skeletons I find…
happiness. I am in my element… I am pouring belief through the pen… I am
bleeding Dreams onto paper…
I couldn’t tell how much time passed, it
seemed as though hours had passed yet the Moon was still out. “What’s next?”
I said wiping sweat from my brow after finishing the last sketch.
Mortimer chews on what’s
left of his cigarette, “Now...” Snapping his fingers the moonlight glow
changes to a golden hue as daylight pours in through the windows of the
Chapel.
“We talk to the Concept of Death.”
***
The Chapel doors open and we step out
into a beautiful cartoon forest. Flowers
and Trees are dancing and singing, celebrating the sunlight and life. Everything is so beautiful and full of…
“… color! All the Toons are full of color!” I exclaim,
drinking the wonder of it all.
“Ya act like color is alien to us. Ya just haven’t figured out how to use it in
your craft.” Mortimer has changed once
again. His face has a flesh tone color
to it, bright red short pants adorned with golden yellow buttons, brown shoes
and whi- “Stop staring at me ya bozo!”
“Is this another Dream of mine?” I ask
Mortimer, as a Flower dances by tossing petals on the path we were walking.
“Yup, just like that Skeleton Dance
earlier. This is one of ya future
Dreams, a little bit of ya belief back home has poured into here. This is a Dream of Life, Death, and Rebirth.”
I look back at the forest, everywhere I
turn the world is full of color and life.
Then I see it, a dying tree with a monstrous face with snakes and
nightmares creeping and crawling in and around his craggy features. His dead hollow eyes watching us come closer
step by step.
“Looks like ya figured where we’re going
next.” Mortimer smirks, as we trek
through the happy forest making our way to stand before this Concept of
Death. “Keep calm and trust me on this…
and believe that this will work. Believe.” Mortimer whispers to me.
“Ah… Mortimer, dead already are we?”
Dead-Tree said his voice cold as the grave.
“Hello again ya fink. We’re here for my friends.”
“Ah… well. The circle of life can be vicious. We have rules my friend, rules. Number 1: the dead stay dead. The ones after that are pretty gruesome… if you know what I mean.”
“Well… I brought The Artist with me, as
stated by the Rules ya have to obey him.
No if’s or but’s, his commands are absolute in his
Realm.” Mortimer said pushing me forward
to stand before Dead-Tree. I swallow the
fear rising up from my throat.
“Ah… The Artist, how very nice to meet
you… how may I be of service?”
“H-hello… c-could you possibly let us
have our friends back?” I squeak out.
“Ah… well. You’re orders are absolute in the Realm of Toons, Concepts, and Ideas… just not
in my Realm.”
Sweat beads down my neck, I’m not sure
what that damn mouse thought I could do.
I turn to Mortimer looking for help.
He winks at me and mouths one word silently…
“I can unmake you.”
“Ah… I very much doubt that after all I-“
“You’re an Idea, a Concept, a Dream, a
Toon… in my Dream, in my Realm. You know that I’ve killed three Toons, what
makes you think I can’t kill the Concept of Death? All it takes is a little belief. With it I can unmake
a god.”
Dead-Tree turns to Mortimer, “You!
Traitor! You told him this?!”
Mortimer shrugs, “Ya know me, I’m a no
good fink just like ya. It took him
awhile to figure it out tough.”
“Well?
Do we have a deal?” I ask.
“Ah… The Artist is absolute in his
Realm. Is there anything else?”
“We want passage to The Sorcerer’s
Keep.” Mortimer said coming up beside
me.
“Ah… It shall be done, and Mortimer? I shall be so very happy when your time comes.”
Mortimer takes the papers from me and
spreads them on the ground. Dead-Tree
reaches deep into his mouth and pulls out three glowing golden spheres, each
flying to a sketch upon release.
Dead-Tree steps aside, beneath where he stood is a wooden door.
“Good doing business with ya! Let’s go bozo!”
***
I
look down and find my hands shaking—not from fear, but from excitement. I can’t believe I bluffed Death, well… the
Concept of Death. I take a deep breath
to calm myself and make my way to the door in the ground.
Opening the door we find a stone
staircase leading down, ancient stone walls side to side reaching up to a
ceiling we could not see. Torches set up
high on the walls light the way down— curious I couldn’t wait for Mortimer to
follow. The only sounds come from the
burning torches, the soft echo of my footsteps, and the frantic beating of my
heart. Reaching the end I find myself in
a circular stone room, a number of different staircases leading into darkness
connecting to it, and at the center of the room I see another simulacrum of my desk…
with chains and manacles on the chair.
“Well bozo. Welcome to The Sorcerer’s Keep.” Mortimer
says behind me. This time he’s dressed
in a red robe, a golden rope tied around his waist and a pointed blue hat on
his head with stars and moons adorning it, “Well… the lower parts of it at
least.”
“You’re… The Sorcerer?”
“Naw, just The Sorcerer’s Apprentice. I’m in charge of making sure ya Dreams come
true in the proper order. Helping out
here and there when I can.”
“Where do the other
staircases lead to?”
“To other Worlds ya have yet to
Dream. Their doors won’t open up ‘til ya
belief starts pouring in to create them.”
“How do we get back?” I ask walking closer to my desk. I see a different inscription etched on top of
it. “Ad futurum sicut unum… To The
Future as One.”
“Well… Ya have to make a choice. Either one will bring you back,” Mortimer
places the papers and the silver dip pen on the table, “If ya want to live with
ya Dreams sit in the chair. Ya’ll face
trials time and time again. Ya’ll bleed
to bring ya Dreams to life. Ya life will
be hard, but if ya persevere new Worlds and Dreams will come to life.”
“… and if I give up on my Dreams?” I ask
looking at the chair feeling a mixture of heartache and happiness.
“Then I’ll sit in the chair. Ya Dreams, the Worlds that have yet to open,
everything in this Realm will die, even me. The passage that connected ya to us will
close, and ya’ll live a normal life. No
more heartache, no more pain, no more disappointments or failures.”
“You’re willing to let everything here die? Just so I can have a normal life?”
“Yes, and yes. Everything in life is always about
choices. Ya just gotta learn to live
with them and make the best of it.”
“… what should I choose?”
“Bozo… I already know what ya going to
pick.”
…
The manacles fasten tight…
…
The chains wrap around like a snake…
“…
Mortimer?...”
“… Yeah, bozo?...”
“…
That’s a really stupid name for a
mouse…”
Fin.
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