Well this day is special for me. About 10 years back I attended the wedding of my first love, I basically got the invitation a week before the wedding and I wasn't sure how to react to it. I think this pretty much sums it up a bit.
Huh... most of the stuff lately has been just a tad bit personal. I blame the weather.
*picture is originally from http://marusska.deviantart.com/art/It-doesn-t-only-rain-when-you-re-sad-313627077
01/15/2014 (Wednesday)- January Rain
I don’t feel a thing,
as I hear the church bells sing
the time we shared together now just a memory.
My heart broke in two,
and I’m not sure what to do
I came wearing black, dead and buried.
I put on my mask,
Wishing them well as she asks
Are you happy? Have you found someone new?
Yes, I tell a lie,
hoping my eyes are still dry
You look beautiful, I’m truly happy for you.
I lost myself in the rain,
her tears washing away my pain
the thunder screams, but its drowned out by my own…